Don't Bother Counting On Me, Loving Me, Just Act Like I'm Gone.

People have asked, "where do you get your inspiration?" and "what posesses you to wrote the things you do?" I've thought long and hard because that's such a weighted question, but the answer - like as to many other questions our minds have to offer - is life. Living day to day with the intention of absorbing everything that is thrown at me, then stringing words together to form meaningful sentences. That's all it is. Life. But maybe some of you can't put life into words; that's fine. You have your own talent and you should persue it. Don't worry about it making others happy because this is your life and for one second it can be about you And you only.

For those if you who don't know who you are even after years of being yourself and 20 major/minor study changes at the community college you currently attend, Beginners Luck by Laura Pedersen is the book for you. No, it's not a self-help book, as a matter of fact it's a novel. Just go to your local library or hit up Amazon.com and check it out. For those of you who have even the slightest bit of an idea, well...you can read it to. You will enjoy it and even maybe learn something about yourself along the way. I do however have to mention that this book is indeed rated PG-13 and younger readers who decide to try it should do it at their own risk. Oh hey, look at me being all responsible and such :)

I'm Not Broke I'm Just Broken Hearted

This past weekend was just amazing. Of course, like I wrote earlier, I had my party on Friday. It went well, and I don't think anyone was able to stop laughing during most parts. Saturday the girls and I drove to the beach in Caseville. It was a long drive and I was very irritated that it took so long but we had a lot of fun and it was a really relaxing. It truly was an amazing day. When we got back home, Bri and I went straight to a party on the other side of town and we had fun there too. It was pretty crazy, but nothing bad happened so I had a good time. Then, today, I went to the Eddy Band concert with Bri and Mama Trisha and met up with my parents there. Then I went home with my parents. I'm exhausted from everything because it was such a long weekend, but I wouldn't change anything, and sleep isn't that important anyways. I do need to catch up on some sleep though, but not tonight because I have Pure Barre early tomorrow morning. My birthday is on Tuesday, and this whole week is going to be really busy. I leave on Thursday for vacation with my friend Bri and her family. I'm really excited for that, but also nervous for some reason. I need to relax though, and I think spending 6 days on the beach with my best friend sounds pretty relaxing to me. I'm going to bed now, but I just wanted to stop in and say hi to you guys and let you know that I did have fun this weekend. Thank you for reading, and have a wonderful week. Goodnight!