Collecting Your Jar Of Hearts

There are those sleepless nights where I toss and turn and wonder if my life will ever be stable. There are days when my brain is racketed with ten tons of utterly terrifying thoughts about the future, and I can feel failure dripping down my neck like sweat. There are moments when I stop for a second and suddenly don't remember what isn't real compared to what is and I can't tell the difference anymore.